Always

Always wishing for what you can’t have

Seeing the end before the beginning

Touching souls that we can’t grab

Wishing death for those who are living

Living in misery while longing to be clean

Waiting to find a random order

Forgetting the things that are or had been

Speaking of freedom till you hit the border

Raising your voice till only silence is left

Making selfless deeds ‘cos we are selfish

Fighting a war to bring out the peace

Resenting the things that you cherish

Breathing just smoke while craving fresh air

Loving the ones that hate us

Embracing the things that give us the pain

Hating what’s different while we are the same

Dying a little in each moment we live

Returning home while we’re leaving

Seeing much more than our eyes can give

Always alone when grieving.